Chad and Rosalie woke early to have breakfast and pack the Jeep to go back home. Within an hour, Chad had the Jeep all packed and they were on the road back home. Rosalie offered to help pack the Jeep, but Chad insisted she rest while he packed the Jeep.
On the drive back to town, Rosalie was quiet. She felt like a fraud. She knew what the dream was about. She had remembered what her Uncle Ray did to her when she was just five years old. He had sexually molested her and the abuse lasted until she was seven years old when her Uncle Ray had suddenly died of a heart attack.
Rosalie remembered that she blamed herself for her Uncle's death because of what was going on between them. She thought that she killed her Uncle.
Rosalie really felt like a fake. Her stance on remaining a virgin made her feel like a fake now that technically she wasn't a virgin after her Uncle sexually molested her. How could she tell her parents what her Uncle did to her? He was dead. She was sure they wouldn't believe her and they would accuse her of tarnishing the family's good name. Everyone adored her Uncle Ray. Rosalie remembered how he was the life of the party. Always willing to babysit her and her cousin Layla at a moment's notice when their parents Lisa couldn't find anyone to watch them.
Rosalie also wondered how she could tell Chad her revelation. Chad was so sweet to her. But what would he think of her now? Especially now that she was no virgin. Would he let her go? She decided that she wouldn't tell Chad or her parents. It was best not to say anything. She blocked it out of her life before, she could do it again.
"Hey, Rose, you're awfully quiet." Chad said, bringing Rosalie out of her reverie. "Everything alright?"
"Everything's fine, Chad." Rosalie lied, as she squeezed his hand and snuggled closer to him.
Chad put one arm around Rosalie as she snuggled closer to him. They enjoyed the rest of the drive home talking about their favorite things and what they wanted to do.
One thing was for sure, Rosalie was determined to keep her dream a secret from everyone, especially Chad.
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Professional Virgin: The Rosalie Jansen Story
Romance16-year-old Rosalie Jansen had her mind made up. She wants to remain a virgin until she is married. She firmly believes in saving herself for the man she marries and give herself completely on her wedding night. But when newcomer Chadwick, "Chad"...
