I wake up crying
But it's not a big deal
I can live through the heart ache
And pretend to heal
When I say I'm fine, I'm lying
But it's not a big deal
A smile is not hard to fake
When thats what you've spent your whole life trying to make
I've gotten use to denying
Every thing that I feel
But it's not a big deal
For your sake
I'll use happiness as the mask I use to cover my pain
So you won't feel sad when they tell you your the reason I've gone insane
Oh, I know I'm dying
But it's not a big deal
I've known for ages
And I've even told you of these cages
Hoping away you could take
But honestly it's not a big deal
After all its not only the heart break
That's the reason I'm dying
I'm crying
I'm lying
I'm denying
And I'm dying
But it's not a big deal
Because I promise you I'm fine
