AN: Id like to dedicate this to my first love...
Blinding
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Your smile is blinding
so beautiful and binding
I can never get enough
Coming back for it again
I know I am nothing that can give you gain
But I still love you
I just wish you would have loved me to
Its to late for that now
You've left me and I'm alone
A dangerous predicament
I wish you would come back and save me from this pain
but that's not gonna happen...
I never believed in a perfect fairytail
until you came around
and now you've ruined it
Maybe if I had been better,
someone who wasn't so bitter
You would have stayed
and given me that blinding smile again
If you could see me now
I wonder what you would think
I've changed so much
the bitterness isn't so great
I have friends now
You might be proud
Id like to think you'd be
and in the end
Id hope you'd finally see..
That I love you and your blinding smile
that I wish you'd seen me waiting there
But that won't happen..
that'd be a perfect fairytail
and Id never be good enough
for something so wonderful....
