His Unwanted Wife

My poging husband

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Mag-aanim na araw na kaming di nagkikita ni Nathan simula ng dumating si Arianne sa mansyon. Pano ba naman he always come home late and go to work too early. Nakakatulog na ko ng kahihintay sa kanya at every morning naman na gumigising ako wala na siya.I can't help but to worry kung nakakakain pa ba siya ng maayos. Minsan tuloy di ko maiwasang mainis isipin na ginagawa niya to dahil na naman kay Arianne. And I hate him for that ' but part of me also miss him...how dare him making me feel this way!

I'll make sure I will see him tonight. Nakailang kape na din akong nainom para di makatulog, nakadalawang movies na din ako na pinanood pero wala pa din siya. I decided to open the book na binigay sakin ni bea, "fifty shades of grey"Sabi niya basahin ko daw to spice up my marriage life. Sabi ko nga baka puro kahalayan lang mabasa ko, but she insisted na comedy daw yun.. Parang di naman pang comedy ang cover, inuto na naman ata ako ng bruha'

It's already 11:30 pm at inaantok na ko.

"Oh c'mon Cassey stay awake!I said tapping my face.

I walk around the room para di ako makatulog. Then napansin ko yung isang pintuan sa kwarto namin na di ko pa napasok. I slowly open it and switch on the light as I went inside. It was Nathan's office.

"So he got a personal office in here' he is really a workaholic' oh poor Nathan'

I scanned his bookshelves pero wala naman akong makitang pwedeng basahin. Di ko na tinuloy yung book na binigay ni Bea dahil I've got this feeling na baka di ko kayanin ang laman nun.

I was about to leave his office when a picture on his table caught my attention. Kinakabahan akong kinuha yun and I was surprised seeing him and Arianne on that photo. Bigla na naman atang nanikip ang dibdib ko. Ibabalik ko na sana yung picture nila kaya lang bigla na lang dumating si Nathan kaya mabilis kong itinago ito sa likod ko.

"What are you doing here?!

Bahagya akong nagulat sa tono ng boses nito.

"Ahm I-I can't sleep so I went here to look for something to read'

Nakakunot ang noo nitong nakatingin sakin. I looked at him. When was the last time he shaves? He now had few hair grown on his face and He looked so haggard though he still hot on his appearance.

"What are you holding on your back?

"Huh?'

"Let me see it'

I don't have the choice but to give it to him. Hinablot niya sakin ang picture at galit na tumitig sakin.

"Don't touch any of my things again' ayoko nang may nangingialam sa mga gamit ko'

Para akong malakas na sinampal dahil sa sinabing yun ni Nathan' nagagalit siya dahil lang sa simpleng litrato nila!

"Nathan..

"At wag ka nang ulit papasok dito' pwede ka nang umalis'

Halos mag iisang linggo kaming di nagkita pero kung tratuhin niya ko ngayon parang wala lang sa kanya ang lahat . He is even mad at me now just because of that photo!

"I didn't know I'm not allowed here and-

"Just leave..

I sighed deep.pinipigilan kong maiyak ng tumungo ako sa pintuan. Bago ako umalis I looked back to him.

"Look' I'm sorry I-

"Lock the door when you leave' he said cutting my words

I bit my lip trying to suppress my tears pero di na din umepekto dahil nag-ununahan ng dumaloy ito sa pisngi ko. I closed his door and I hurriedly went to the bathroom at agad na naghilamos para mapigilan ang pag-iyak ko.