Being the brooks brothers sister

i walked out of the onsuit and found one of jais penola jumpers and put it on to cover my cuts i sat on my bed and grabbed my macbook

i checked twitter facebook etc as usal hate hate and more hate like

'Ur such an ugly slut'

'ill supply the drugs so you can kill urself '

'Ur brothers hate u'

But one tweet made me cry @beaubrooks: i cant believe i have a fat ugly slut for a sister

i cried so hard because he knows how much i have battled with my weight lets just say i wasnt a skinny child and i got bullied really bad for it

i quickly shut my mac book and crawled under my covers it was only 8:30 but because i had been crying so much most my energy was gone i shut my eyes and felt myself slip into darkness.