AFR - Away from reality

AFR - Away from reality [Englisch]

There are young  kids, walking on the schoolyard.
They're having fun, laughing, doing nonsense.
She is - she's one of them, enjoying her time laughing with her friends.

She is - She's here with them, stroking her long hair while the wind blows...
... it blows away..

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She is back, back on her schoolyard.
She's  not alone.
The cool kids walking  near.
They're following her,
throwing insults, kicking and hitting her.
It hurts - but it's normal to her.
It is her everyday life.
The wind blows...
... it blows away.

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She is living in another time.
Many, Many years in the past.
She is wearing a beautiful dress, riding a horse, falling in love with her prince.
He treats her with love and warmth.
She is breathing - she's feeling alive.
She's living a happy life, laughing enjoying her time.
Nothing can hurt her here - she's feeling safe.
After a sweet kiss with her prince the wind blows...
... it blows away.

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She is walking toward her familys frontdoor.
It's loud, she can hear them scream.
Her parents are fighting with her brother, they threat him with violence.
If he doesn't retreat, it will get ugly..
..and he rarely retreats.
First, she's silent.
She doesn't want to be part of this disturbance...
She just want to be alone.
After it get's to awful to watch she's stepping in, defending her brother.
That horrible scene ends after a while and she's walking inside her bedroom.
It hurts but it's normal to her.
It's her everyday life.
She turns on her Computer and the wind blows...
... it blows away.

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She is watching an everyday life from apart.
She's feeling invisible like a ghost.
She can watch from far behind, she's not a part of this picture.
She's feeling save, nothing can happen to her.
While watching she's learning, she can do everything if she trys hard enough.
That friendship can overpower many problems.
That she gets good fortune if she treats others well.
She's feeling save with this humans,
they become her friends,
they become her refuge.
SUDDENLY her screen turns black...
... and again it blows away.

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Again she's hearing screams of horror.
Her Mother walks  in shouts at her, she should left her room - she have to life  in the real world.
But this real world is cruel.
Her Mother throws her out with nothing besides her shoes.
She is not sure where to go.
Is her life worth living?
She is walking besides a busy road,
watching cars drive by.
Is she strong enough for this?
What should she do against her emptiness?
Should she cut ties here?
At the moment she can't find the answer or the motivation for that.
Nothing is worth her effort.. not the death nor the life...
So she will wait till her salvation will save her...
... or blow her away..

Notes:

Guys, this is my first small story.
So i welcome constructive critism warmly.

Im German, so if u find some gramatic mistakes - pls dont be afraid to suggest me about them.

That few words needed so much time..
Now i can understand how much work this stuff is lel.

God, I am glad you came here,
think about' a small comment pls. ♡