So... Icried way too much today.
I started to cry in two of my classes.
Shows how tough I am.
I sat in the library at lunch listening to sad music.
My heart hurts.
It isn't just him that caused this.
I have lived through a lot.
I guess he just pushed me off edge.
I don't expect I'll live past 19.
Maybe not even 18.
Maybe this is my last year.
Or my last week.
I feel alone.
What's the point of living?
Everyday is painful.
I don't want to hold on.
Its not his fault.
It's been this way for a while now.
If I die.. I want you two to be happy together.
I really mean that.
He means the world to me.
It's nice to have someone like that.
So if I die you can have my someone.
I'm not saying that I'm going to kill myself right now.
I just am letting you know that if I disappear.
Much love ,
Logan♥
My important people
Bubbles
Andrew
Zeik
Eli
