Always and forever (COMPLETED)

CHAPTER 6 (THE GREAT PRETENDER)

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CHAPTER 6 (GREAT PRETENDER)

Red's POV

nakauwi na nga pala ako sa bahay..

nandito ako ngayon sa room ko..

wala lang..hindi ko pa trip pumasok..

Si Ram naman araw araw akong dinadalaw

gustong gusto niya akong mag move on na..

but its not that easy..

Alex is my first love T_T

*tok tok tok*

Who the hell are you?!! sigaw ko

"sissy...its me thea..can i come in?

si ate thea pala..

"do what you want" mataray kong sagot

at ayon pumasok na siya.

"Red let's talk.."

"ano pala tawag mo sa ginagawa natin ngayon?" sarcastic kong tanong with matching fake smile.

" let me explain Red.."

"go ahead..tell everything..then leave" sagot ko naman..

habang nakatingin sa bintana..

i dont talk to my sister this way

sa totoo lang i want to hug her and cry

since she's also my bestfriend but that was before..

before she betrayed me.

nag pipigil ako na wag umiiyak..

i dont want her to feel sorry for what happened to me.

ayoko na din madagdagan yung sakit na nadama niya

nagalit kase sa kanya si Dad after hearing what happened to me.

haay...

i miss my mom and dad..

busy kase sila masyado sa work :(

"sissy are you listening?"

nakalimutan ko andito nga pala si ate.

"yeah..just continue" sagot ko

"as what i am saying.. please forgive us Red..

he didnt know that were sister's"

"ohhh...really?"

"im sorry sissy"

"stop calling me sissy..dont count me in as your sister.."inis kong sagot

"ano bang kailangan kong gawin para mapatawad mo kami?"

ano nga ba?

hindi ko alam..

all i know is im hurting...

sabi ko sa sarili ko

"if you want i'll go back abroad..for you to forget evrything it will help you move on"

"wow!! so your going to leave because of that stupid guy?!!" hindi na ako nakapg timpi..

umiiyak lang si ate

"diba sabi ko naman sayo nuon if your just going to leave me afterwards then dont waste your time making friends with me. alam mong ikaw ang pangalawang pinapasok ko sa buhay ko. tulad ka din naman pala ni tintin eh!!! tulad ka din ni alex!!!" i was crying

yeah...di ko na napigil sarili ko..

"sorry sissy..."yakap yakap ako ni ate

"shhh...stop crying na..ate wont leave you okay?"

*sob...sob..*

"red me and alex were getting married..

i dont want to lose him..

i love him so much..and i hope you understand..i hope you'll forgive us" muling pahayag ni ate..

gusto kong mag wala sa sinabi niya..

parang sumabog ung puso ko sa sinabi niya..

basag na basag ung pakiramdam ko T_T

but i dont want to become selfish..

after all shes still my sister..

and as her sissy/bestfriend i want her to be happy

even seeing her with the man whom i love the most kills me :(

i looked at her..

i can see pain sa mga mata niya..

i dont want to become a burden to her.

"i-its ok ate..i understand.." then i gave her a smile..

pinilit kong ngumiti..

"does it mean your forgiving me? us?"

nag ligthen naman bigla ung muka ni ate thea

"yeah..ayokong maging selfish ate.."

"thankyou so much Red! thank you thank you" lalo pang hinigpitan ni ate pag kakayakap saken..

"alright alright..i cant breath ate"sabi ko..

ang totoo d ko na ma take ung happiness na nakikita ko sa kanya..

plastic ko na ba?

i dont have any choice

i need to pretend that im good.

"thanks talaga red..i'll call alex and tell him about this."

nag nod lang ako then nag madali syang lumabas ng room ako..

ako naman nilock ko na ung door ng room

then

i cry...

cry...

cry...

until i fell asleep.