im sick of having bipolar II disorder
im sick of the anger outbursts
it all takes up too much energy out of me
my manic episodes are great because i actually get shit done
but my depressive episodes are terrible
i want to cut myself again
i want to starve myself again
my obsessive compulsiveness creeps in stronger each time
why the fuck am i like this
why cant i just take my medication
and be a normal fucking person
