The Killing Pain

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I have never felt so insecure in my entire life.
They just keep yelling and crying.
Why are all the carefully built pieces falling apart?
I am tired. So tired.
I can't do this anymore!
It gets so tiring, so so tiring that all this feels like a dream.
A nightmare. A horribly bad nightmare. I just wait for all this to get over.
But it doesn't so I keep waiting.
But I don't get up.
My eyes don't snap open and the reality doesn't come crashing onto me.
So I just living in the nightmare.
Please let me wake up.
MAKE ME WAKE UP!
I'm tired now.
And for once I want to know that this is just a nightmare.
For the first time, I need to know that I will have someone.
Someone to cry on.
But till then, I'll carry the world on my shoulders all alone.

Written on : 26 January, 2019
Published on: 26 January, 2019.

-demigodsogolympus7

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