She wasn't so sure about him. He was leaving but wanted to stay with her. If only long distance was easy. She struggled with trust. He didn't understand why. She struggled with being attached. He wasn't worried about it. But she knows how this works. A single girl could walk along and catch his eye. And all she could do was wait for him back home. It took a single meeting from another girl to change his mind and she was scared. She found it difficult to not be around him. She always got attached as soon as anyone was leaving and it broke her in more ways than one. One drink more and he could be with another girl forgetting all about his relationship that he was in. It terrified her. She slept with her ringer all the way up to make sure she woke up if he called. But maybe he will call someone besides her. If only it was easier...
Sometimes it's good to know you have regrets. One chance turns to two. Two turns to three. She didn't realize how much this would affect her. He goes out with friends all the time and she stays in. For the fear something might happen. She doesn't want this to end like her last. She tries to not let the other girls that are there bother her. Cause she knows that was what caused an end to her last relationship. She wants so badly to be closer. It's as if he only wants her when he's home. But she won't do anything about it
BINABASA MO ANG
the story untold..
Short Storyshe is someone who struggles. she is someone who doesn't know what to think. She is whoever you want her to be. SHE is your imagination. these are some things I had written down somewhere and it's my way of dealing with reality
