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The utter most inner thoughts and feelings of one who has but no other way to express them and therefore without a pen a paper she very much may spontaneously combust in an explosion of secrets bottled up for far far too long. : )

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Desperate

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by oh-dear

by oh-dear

                                    
                                              I didn't go for you because you were the smartest,of the funniest,or the cutest. 
                          I went for you because you were the only one who would have me.
                          who would go for a depressed suicidal girl with more problems than you can count when...you don't have to?
                          So when the time came I lay my head next to yours and let your lips meet mine.simply because I was desperate for love.desperate to feel worthy.desperate to feel cared for .
                          Desperate to feel like I wasn't alone
                          So do not use the fact that  we had a relationship against me. 
                          Because when I look back at those times of desperation....I have never felt more disgusted with myself.