Uh hi uhm i know I haven't been on here for a while.a very long while. And I think you probably deserve to know why. bottom line is I'm stupid.so incredibly stupid. I've acc been clean for uh almost a year now. of course I still have those times but I've actually been a lot better.
And I know that it's so incredibly stupid but I felt like I wAs almost lieing to you guys even though I wasn't. I felt as if you might think that I wouldn't understand you anymore or you wouldn't trust me anymore and think that I didn't know what it was like because I didn't know Anymore.but in no way did I want any of you to feel like I abandoned you because I havent.
I've actually been sorting a lot of stuff out with myself and I'm much...not happier just positive. I'm more positive.
I will continue to write because of course the thoughts and feelings and memories they're all still there and I doubt they ever won't be but please don't think I'm some different person who couldn't understand. Please.
I love you so much
So much
~ forgotten_ones
YOU ARE READING
is it still a joke now?
PoetryThe utter most inner thoughts and feelings of one who has but no other way to express them and therefore without a pen a paper she very much may spontaneously combust in an explosion of secrets bottled up for far far too long. : )
