Ignoring The Past [bxb] [DISCONTINUED]

CHP6~ Holding It For Too Long

~CHAPTER SIX~

U better read the authors note in end it's very important!!!! ^-^ unedited XD

~KIANE'S POV~

"KIANE!!" The twins screamed as they launched theirselves at me. Jeez you would've thought that after passing out from lack of blood and waking up attached to a beepy-machine people would've been more gentle.

"Erm.. As much as I like being chocked to death, I really don't have time.." I gasped as they choked me to death, immediately they pulled away, embarrassed and guilty. They mumbled a 'sorry' and stood back so Alana could jump on me next.

This is going to take a while.

After they all left, I was left alone with Derek. For some reason, he refused to leave the room.

"Deereeekkkkkkk!" I whined for the 20th time. "Can I pleaaaaasee stand upppp!!"

"Nope." He said, not even looking away from his book.

"PLEASEEEE my butt muscles need exercise!!"

"Nah." He said simply. I pouted, glaring at him.

"Fine." I said. If he wasn't allowed to let me stand up and get off the bed, I was doing it my way.

~DEREK'S POV~

I finally glanced away from my book when I heard a thumping sound and a shriek.

"Wha- the fuck are you doing?"

He winced. "Don't curse." Hmm? I'll ask later.

"Right.. So why are you on the floor?" I asked.

He looked at me as if I was the dumb one. "You said I couldn't stand up. So I just FELL off." He grinned, starting to move by using his butt on the floor.

"YAY BUTT MUSCLES!" He cheered. Finally seeing that he was getting close to the door, I quickly picked him up. He pouted. He was really light.

"NOO!! DONT TAKE ME BACK THERE!" He squirmed, grabbing on to my shoulders. Sighing, I tried putting him back on the bed. Nope, he wouldn't budge.

"Fine." I grumbled, sitting back down on my chair with him on my lap. While I grabbed my book, I felt him squirm on my lap.

Shit.

I blushed as he squirmed against my crotch.

Witch feet witch feet witch feet!

When he finally stopped squirming I sighed in relief. NO ERECTION YAY.

Oh no, his weirdness is rubbing off on me. (No pun intended)

While reading the book, he kept poking me check. After the 157th poke (but who's counting right?) I sighed and glared at him.

"What?"

"I'm bored." He said simply, shrugging. Sighing, I asked him the question that's been in my mind ever since he passed out.

"Why do you have nightmares?"

He froze, and was, like, LEGIT quiet.

"I-I..have...a... Shoe problem?" He tried.

I raised an eyebrow. "You're a really bad liar."

Sighing, his head dropped.

"I don't want to talk about it." He mumbled. I lifted his chin up, making him meet my eyes. They held so much sadness, regret, and despair...

"You're telling me. I know you need to tell someone. You've been holding it for too long, I can tell." I spoke softly, caressing his cheek. He sighed again.

"You're right." He mumbled. He seemed like he was about to cry but was holding it in. Gripping my shirt tighter, he spoke.

"I guess I should start with the beginning."

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CLIFFHANGER.

Sowwy, but I just love cliffhangers!

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