Dark Hours
I wished I've realized it sooner
That the good times were growing short
I remembered you were laughing
Making me believe that everything's alright
You should've said you weren't fine
When your body couldn't take it anymore
Your life was fading away yet you kept it a secret
Just to see me smile at the very last moments
Except the truth is still the truth
There wasn't a turning back
Yet you gave it your all till the time came
Making it impossible for me to let you go
Unconscious yet awake, can you hear me whisper?
Did you know that I was right there beside you, praying?
Hoping that you would open your eyes
And tell me you love me, like you always do
I only thought you were only sleeping
Until I touched your hands, they were freezing cold
You were losing your breath
Slowly, you slipped away from this world
I remembered what you used to say
To no matter what happens "always smile"
Even when you're gone
And I kept our promise at your funeral
No one knew I was holding back
All the tears, the pain, the suffer
Slowly eating away my soul
Only if I could forget you
I wished that time could turn
If only someone could hear my prayers
I would do anything if you would come back to me
Let me hear you say "I love you" once more