save me ( book 2 of having 18 brothers )

part 6

win win pov

i went to the shop with everybody to have dinner. we decided to be at the hospital until ari sleeps. i decided to buy food for her. i bought her her favourite food, kimchi stew. 

we were walking back until i sense something weird. but i shrugged it of

i walked to her ward, as i entered it. she was not in her bed, ,maybe she is at the toilet.

" ari?" i called her 

there were no answer

" ari, are you in there?" i called again

but there was no answer

i started too get worried. so i entered it. she was not there

i ran out of her ward

" she is not there!" i yelled 

everybody's eyes widened 

. they all went running in and, i began worrying 

i saw a note on her bed and took it.

" there is a note!" i yelled 

' read it!" taeyong said 

"to all the people i love, i am sorry, but i have to do this. according to yuta: " you should go and die!" and " i wish you were not our sister!". so i will do as what you wish yuta..."

yuta's eyes widened. i continued to read.

"i know i have caused trouble, but if i stay longer the more trouble will eventually come. i love all of you guys. i can now finally meet mom. tell dad i love him so much, thanks for everything. hani is coming down today, tell her i love her and so happy to have a best friend like her. tell sehun i will miss him,and get a better girl." i pause as tears ran down my cheeks

"yuta, i am sorry i ruined your life so much. i will miss you. thanks for helping me with lots of stuff. and i am sorry"

i sniffed

"taeyong: i am sorry that i almost threw a rock at you and pointed to you my middle finger. and those who gave me the bruises is your girlfriends. i will miss you."

" it is true, this is why i keep quiet, she threatened me taeyong. she saw me seeing it. she said she would kill hani if i tell. i am sorry" lucas said 

" you knew ari would never do that right?" chenle said 

they all kept quiet because they blame her

i started reading again

"johnny: thanks for being the coolest brother to me,

taeil: i am sorry that i have raised my voice to you. i love you

doyoung: i will miss how you take care of me. i love you

ten: i will miss you so much, i will promise you that you will find a better woman. don't find a woman like the 95 liners

kun: i am sorry, but your dream is true. i am sorry that i lied to you that i will never do stupid things like that. but now i am doing it. i love you thanks for being there for me always"

" w-what dream?" haechan stuttered while crying

kun just kept quiet with his eyes wide open.

"jeahyun: i will miss your dimples so much. thank you for helping me with most of the thing i don't know. i will love you

win win: i know you don't talk much but, i will love your cuteness and you hugs. i love you"

i regret not talking so much now. i feel like killing myself too

* i sniffed *

"jungwoo: you are so soft to me always and i like that, i promise you that if i see mom. i will tell her about you. about how you wished that she was there

lucas: thanks for making me laugh when i am sad. i will love you

mark: make sure to be aware, because haechan planned to do something. i will miss pranking you so much. i love you

renjun, jeno, haechan jaemin: i will miss pranking with you guys. especially mark. i will miss you guys so much. i will tell mom that you guys miss her so much. i will promise to say that

chenle: i love pranking you the most. i am sorry for all the harsh things we did to you. i know i sometimes feel bad. but pls do pls lower down your dolphin scream"

everybody looked at chenle as he started crying so hard

jisung rubbed his back.

"jisung: my one and only twin that i love. i am so happy we didn't prank you yet because i don't want to hurt you. i love you so much................ one day..........

i started crying so much. jeahyun snatch it a way and read it.

..... i will visit you." 

jisung than started crying as what he heard from jaehyun. He than continued talking

"to all of you i will miss you so much. don't cry because i am gone. appreciate that it will be less troublesome for all of you guys.

i love you all so much.

love your one and only sister ari."

tears were running down everybody's cheeks

" this is all your fault." taeil said to yuta

he just looked down.

kun than gasped 

" i know where she is!" he yelled

" she is near the cliff. near our house!" haechan yelled

" how do you know" kun said 

" i and of eavesdropped what you guys said" haechan said and rubbed the back of his neck

" lets go!" doyoung said 

 we all ran to the cliff.

heachan pov

we we're running when i stop. 

" haechan why did you stop?" jaemin said 

" hani?" i said 

" haechan, where is ari? she is not replying me. why are you running?" hani said with sehun beside her

" s-she is going to jump of a cliff. we have to go now!" i said and grab her and run 

" w- what do you mean?" sehun said tears running down his cheeks 

" something happen ! it is  a long story."i said 

" wait why is there a cliff near your house? why is she jumping off a cliff? what is happening" hani said crying

" it is inside the forest near our house!" i said while running

i ran faster than all of them. I can't afford to loose another person in my life.

i ran into the forest, calling and shouting art's name  out. everybody did

" ari! please i am sorry, please" yuta cried

we ran to the cliff and saw a figure standing there, looking at the sea below it. My eyes widened knowing that she is going to jump, and she can't swim at all. 

" ari!" we scream

she turned back at us with red puffy eyes.

Ari pov

i got out of the hospital without anyone knowing. I walked to the forest as the cliff is there. If i jump i know i can't swim at all, i will eventually die.

i sat there, looking at the view.

" i will miss everyone here." i said. i was crying so much. I could even feel my eyes being swollen and red

i got up wanting to jump. i took my last breathe, but before i could even jump

" ari!" someone familiar voice rang through my ears

i looked back slowly, moving my feet slowly.