I Don't Even Know

Ten: Already Down

Ten: Already Down

-Already Down-

I feel like everything

Is falling down

Crashing all around me.

And I'm sick of being kicked

When I'm already down.

I wasn't even close to getting back up

From the first blow

And now,

Yet another has come.

I've never felt more helpless.

I've rarely felt more down.

And I feel so sad

It's like I can't even remember ever being happy.

Which raises the question,

'Have I ever been?'

Deep down I know that yes,

Once upon a time I was,

But it's been so long

Since

Once upon a time

That it's almost as if

It never was.

And I am so sick of being kicked

When I'm already down.

I've never felt more helpless.

I've rarely felt more down.

And I am so sick of being kicked

When I'm already down.