You say this is suicide

Time will tell;

Seconds,

Minutes,

Hours,

Days,

Months,

Weeks,

Years,

You have keep in suspense for your next move,

You either treat me like a princess,

Or treat me like a fool,

I'm not sure why you plot to just hurt me again,

You lied,

And cheated too many times,

But I keep coming back,

You go right,

I go left,

And,

We fight and then there's a thick silence,

Then we end up making out,

And my brain in overwhelmed by your actions,

I'm so confused who am I today,

Who was I yesterday?

Who are you today,

Because if I say one wrong thing you blow up,

Like a bomb,

We fight again and then end up doing everything all over again,

I want to leave but you beg me to stay,

So I do but why?

I'm crazy and it's all because of who?

You.