i'm just a little fourteen year old girl
THAT'S SO OBSESSED WITH THE FUTURE LIKE
THAT SHIT IS SCARY.
what if i don't get into a good college?
what if i get made fun of in school?
what if my friends realise i'm a loser?
what if the older kids tease me for being a freshman?
what if i can't afford college?
what if i can't be an actor?
what if my mother doesn't support my acting career?
what if i don't wanna be a lawyer anymore mum? i rly don't.
what if guys will never like me bc i'm black?
i just.
i miss living in chicago where i wouldn't get judged for my hair & had a higher self-esteem.
my mother tells me not to worry bc tomorrow isn't promised but, it's just so hard not to, yah know?
