Mary's POV
i was stood there, just staring at my brother's lifeless body when i felt an arm wrap round my shoulder. i looked up and saw 2 piercing blue eyes looking back at me, Niall.
i never even relised the boys rushing out to Zayn i was too traumatised at what i just saw.
Niall: he'll be okay babe, the ambulance is on its way
Me: it's all my fault Niall, if i hadn't spoke to him about the situation then he wouldn't of done this
i was crying into Niall shoulder when the ambulance came, they asked what happend and we all just went silent until Liam spoke up
Liam: he urm jumped out the window
the paramedics looked as shocked as we were.
they asked if we knew why he done it, which we all replyed 'no' even though we all had an idea
just before they left with Zayn, they asked if someone wanted to go with them, everyone turnt to look at me, but i couldnt go. i knew it was my fault, i just wanted to stay at home and cry
Liam told me i could stay at his tonight so i went into his spare room, and cryed
Louis POV
i decided to go in the ambulance with Zayn, i mean i didnt want to but no one else did.
when we got to the hospital Zayn was taken straight to A&E to see if he had any long term damage, which luckily he didn't, he then got taken to a room where they strapped him up to a breathing machine (i dunno what its called)
it was 2 hours before i could see him but when i did, i have to admit, i cried. seeing one of my best friends struggling to breath, was one of the most horrible sights in my life.
i wasn't sure if he could hear me but i spoke to him anyway, apperently thats the best thing to do.
Me: Zayn, i don't know if you can hear me or not but i don't really care, you need to get you life straight mate, you can go around trying to commit suicide when some girl doesn't like you back. even if it is your sister, and about that. so what if she doesn't like you back. as youv'e said to us many times before, there's plenty of fish in the sea. and come on dude, your Zayn Malik for gods sake! you have girls falling at you feet! Maty loves you anyway, maybe not the same way as you love her but still she loves you! you should of seen her face earlier. she was petrifed. she thinks it's all her fault. which me and you both know that's not true!
i was cut off by the noise of someone speaking
Zayn: where is she Louis?
Louis: at Liam's crying her heart out
Zayn: i need her
Louis: i'll call her for you, but for now the other want to speak to you, okay?
Zayn nodded as i left the room to get the others
Mary's POV
i was led on the bed crying into a pile of pillows, thinking of how i could of stopped Zayn if i had left earlier, how everything her did was my fault. when my phone rang, it was louis
Phone Convo
Me: how is he?
i said though tears
Louis: he's awake, and asking for you
Me: i-i can't Louis
Louis: babe, he needs his sister, he needs to know your okay, please just come and talk to him, even if it's just a minute, please
i thought for a minute and finally agreed
Louis: thanks, ill come and pick you up in 5 minutes
and with that he hung up.
we arrived at the hospital and i went straight to Zayn's room.
he looked me in the eyes, i could see tears.
Zayn: im sorry
