HAZE OF HOPELESSNESS

Chapter Nine

Unknown POV

Please Queen, do something, there must be another way out, i don't want to run mad, please, i said begging the Queen

The Queen look at one of the idol ,waiting for an answer.

They where sixteen men with one woman, each putting on a black and red gown with an hat, 8 men standing in a roll and the other eight standing in another roll facing each other as the woman sat in the middle

Different idols with human bones where placed on the wall and every corner of the room, a calabash full of blood was also placed in the middle

There is a way out, the queen said which make me feel a bit relieved

You have to get us a hair from her private part, just one, she said which make me boil in anger. How can she fucking say there is another way out? If i can get hair from her private part, why can't i sleep with her? What kind of mess is this, i whisper to myself as i tighten my knuckle

Yasmeen POV

Oh Ya Allah save me, save me, i said running inside the forest . I have never felt alone or scared like this, tears flowing freely on my pale face. I run in the darkness, where only the sound of owl and other dangerous creatures is heard.

Catch her, one of the men said as i felt someone grip on my hand, pulling me towards him, covering my mouth with one of his hand

Shh, if you shout, they will catch us, a familiar voice said, whose voice is this, who, wait Amaar, it Amaar

Why did you come to save me, i find my tiny voice saying

Cause i love you, he said which make me to laugh so hard till i start crying

Funny joke, i said holding my stomach crying

Yasmeen am not joking, I love y...

You don't ,you fucking don't, i said crying and raising my voice a little. No one loves me, no one, it only one man that loves me, only one and it my brother. Wait, do you even know what called love? Do you? No you don't, when you love someone, you don't hurt them rather you sacrifice your happiness for them, there happiness becomes your happin...

Yasmeen please, i love you, i love you so much but the beast in me, the beast in me is killing me he said holding my hand and for the first time, i found myself believing him, i found myself trusting him. Just give me a chance, forgive me please, I promise i will change, i can't promise to be the best husband but i promise to make you happy, he said still holding my hand and I don't know when i hug him, and never want to let go as i felt secure in his arms

We need to leave this place as soon as possible, i don't know what they will do to us if they catch us, he said breaking the hug and i just nod as my throat was too dry

Take, I know you are thirsty, he said handing me a bottle of water which i take without hesitation

After gulping down half of the water, i handed him the remaining one which he hold as we begin to run but i stop immediately as my stomach start to hurt, no, not just hurt, cause it was like someone was pulling out my intestines

Amaar, i.. i, can't wa.. walk, it hurt, it hurt, i said falling down holding my stomach as i cried

Hahaha, i heard Amaar laughing, but like the old Amaar. What do you think, i will seriously love you? Ewww, love a disgusting human being like you? No, hell no, all those talks was nothing but a drama, a drama okay? He said moving closer to me

Amaar please, sa..sa..save me, you ca.. can punish me later but pl.. please save me, i said crying as the pain was unbearable

No need to save you, the water i gave you was to abort the pregnancy, and i think you are already bleeding, he said shifting my skirt up, revealing my tiny leg that is stained with blood

I will just leave you here so that those gangs chasing you will come and take the body for ritual, he said laughing. Bye my lovely cute wife, am going to miss you, let me give you a goodbye kiss, he said kissing my forehead and walked away

He handed me hope like it was a gift from God ,but he tore it straight from my fingertips the second i needed it.

I watch him in pain as i scream. Tears streaming from my eyes , the pain was something i have never felt before, it wasn't a cut or scrape, this pain would never go away or heal. At that moment, i prayed that those gangs should catch me and do whatever they want cause i was in so much pain, i was so frustrated, i scream at the top of my lungs, so loud that the world itself would feel my pain, even if it just for once

Boss, we have seen her, let catch her before she run away, one of them says but i didn't run, i maintain my position, wishing for them to just kill me cause this pain was enough

Oh my innocent little girl, a familiar voice said, moving closer

Inalilahi WA'ina ilahi rajuhun, I said sweating. It was all a dream, it a dream, I said to myself, trying to calm down as i rub my stomach

But who was that? The voice looks familiar, i ask myself

I stood up from the bed as i went to the bathroom to perform wudhu and pray

O Allah, i seek refuge in you from the difficulty of affliction, from the burden of hardship, from evil judgement and from the enemy's rejoicing for my suffering. O You, the alive, the eternal, by your mercy i am pleading for rescue. O Allah, in you i believe and in you i trust. Today i ask for happiness, remove all the pain,sorrow and heartache from my heart and replace it with happiness. Ya Allah, remove the hopelessness that burrows into the fabric of my soul, lighten the burden in my chest. O Allah, lead my husband to the right path, forgive all his sins, make him turn to you, O Allah make him turn to you, make him turn to you, the magnificent, the forbearing, Lord of the Glorious throne, Lord of the heavens and earth, and Lord of the Glorious throne. Protect my baby, protect my baby, let he or she be a source of happiness to all muslim ummah, let he or she be a blessing to all muslim ummah, ya zuljalali wal ikram

I was sitting on the prayer mat when i heard some little noises from downstairs so i stood up to check . I was shock by the sight in front of me

Hey cuties, what did u all think about this chapter? Who is that unknown pov? Wait, is it yasmeen dad? Just guessing sha. Also, yasmeen had such a bad dream, Do u all think it going to happen or it just a dream? And what was the noise she had downstairs that makes her shock?

Stressful chapter ever. Hope u guys enjoy it. I feel i should stop writing, what did u guys think?

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