after all that drama happened i wasnt the same person anymore i would stay quiet when my opinon was needed in a conversation i didnt want to eat anything cause of what he did he changed my in a way that i dont like i sleep on the couch now cause i cant go back to my room cause it reminds me of what he did the pain that came over me once he left the house the day he took advantage of me
3 weeks later
CASHING OUT was blasting through the house we was jamming well me and Qur'an was
Qur'an-riding round with that nina
am laying down on the couch rappin along
tahlia -we going to see mindless behavior
me -why
tahlia-cause fat head it will bring your mood up instead of looking all depressed and shit man damnn
me-huh
tahlia-ok *turns og the music * i said it will bring up your mood instead looking all sad fat head
me -i guess
qur'an- yes*jumps up and down like a crack head * get too see my boo PRODIGY
thalia-shut up cause you know damn well it all about PRINCETON and the boys
qur'an - ------_____------ he cant sing
tahlia- he cant dance
qur'an -mickey mouse
me- hahahahahhaahhah you on hush mode
tahlia- -___- not funni
knock knock
me- who the fuck is this paging me at 5:46 in the morning crack of dwaning now yawing wipe the cole at my eyes see who this paging me and why
knock knock
qur'an not it
tahlia-not it
me- no i (gco) damn it
thalia-fat head
me- mickey mouse
sooo am walking to the door to see the face offf....................................................................................................................................my rapist
jacob- hi
me -the fuck you wantt
jacob- i just wanted to say i am truly sorry for what i did to you i feel so terrible about i wish i could travel back in time to stop myslef from raping you but i cant it wasnt a gentleman thing to do so am very very sorry and should have listened to you when you said to
me-i hate you
jacob-understandlbe
me- leave now
jacob- can i have i hug
me- the fuck is wrong with you dude are you mentel did you forget the fact that you raped me 3 weeks ago just because you came to say sorry doesnt make the pain that i fell go away you stupid bitch iam afraid to in my room cause of what you did it bring back that terrible memory of what you did next time think with brain instead of your dick cause it might get cut off
jacob-ok
me ok thats (gco) slams the door in his hace
qur'an you ok
me -no *crying*
tahlia-fat head dont cry
me *still crying*
qur'an- awww come here look now we are going to see mindless behavior so please stop crying and go get dressed
me- noo
qur'an-why not
me -idk
tahlia-fat head come on
me my head aint fat man damn
tahlia- fuck up and get dressed
qur'an so mean
tahlia-yeah #team meanie
me- hahahhah shut up
so i got dressed and they did too we have tickets that i didnt help purchase cause i wasnt notified about this but hey i was going to tag along to why they all go on crackhead mode when these boys were mentioned
me-did you two get v.i.p
them -yea
me- why
tahlia-cause we canand i can see priceton duhhh
qur'an- i just want to see prodigy
me- i guess but do go all retard mode when you see him
qur'an no promises
me- remember the last time
qur'an -shut up
me-hahahahahahah no iam good
qur'an-sure
tahlia-ha funny stuff
me- you werent even there
tahlia- i kno damn hop off my dick
me- naww you good
tahlia-smdh
so we arrive at the concert show theman our tickets he gives us our pass then he winks at me it sent chills down my spine it gave me a falshbach of jacob but pushed that thought away soo yea we wnt backstage and we see this girl that looks to be around our age she looked pretty
me-who she
qur'an-who
me-that girl
qur'an-what girl
me -the one next prodigy
qur'an oh hell no she need to back the fuck up and away from my boo
me-chill out you going on retard mode
qur'an ok (mumbles something i cant hear )
me -come on lets ask
tahlia-ask what
me- where you come from
tahlia- fat but tru
qur'an man she irrelevnt right now who is this girl next to my boo
me-oh yea my bad
qur'an walked over there and asked this girl sooo many question that were not helpinto figure out who she was but beside that she was all up in her face but then moved away it was soo funny to watched soo i went to help her
qur'an -ummm who are you
???-who me
qur'an -nae the ice cream man behind you yea you
???- oh sorry (giggle) am nina
qur'an-ok why you next to my boo
nina-am their assiant
qur'an-yea ok my bad
tahlia-oooo she my new best friend
me-why
tahlia- cause she can get me closer to princeton