just thoughts in our mind

and sometimes they win

come on come on

*puts head between knees*

just breath focus on the floor that's not true that's not true

can you look him in the eyes and tell him the baby's his?

*breathes hard*

come on now your just a quick fuck no love necessary

* grabs knife*

I could help you give me control and you'll be fine . I'll take you place you've never seen

*cuts thighs * no I'm fight . I'm fighting for gigie and destruction I'm fighting for my family

dammit why fight for them when you haven't heard from them

I love them

come on now do we need to go over this every night they hate your fucking guts

*focus on floor* be quite you can't hurt me u less I let you

*grabs you by the hair and drags you to bed* guess ill just show you how wrong you are

*turns emotions off*