just thoughts in our mind

im numb

She's only 17 her whole life's ahead of her.

She hates school because the people they discredit her.

Her boyfriend tries to show her that's not how it seems.

But everyday she just gets lowered by her self esteem.

He tries to tell her every night will have a brighter day.

She even tried to over dose and take her life away.

She's feeling hopeless there sitting down beside her bed.

Then he takes his hand and places it beside her head.

He tries to hold her close but with every touch she still resists.

Then he sees the scars that burry deep within her wrists.

She's feeling numb, he starts to beg and plead and ask her why.

She says this way I have control of the pain she feels inside.

He's asking her how long it's been since you've felt this way.

Because you got me and I'm feeling so damn helpless.