Not really a poem but yeah...
You make me laugh till it hurts,
Yet theres more than just one source of pain,
I smile through the tears,
Till I can't take it anymore,
My heart is bruised,
But I'm still confused,
Staying with you is wong,
But leaving you can't be right,
I need you,
But your not always there,
I need to let go,
But I just can't loosen my grip,
I tell myself things will change,
But they never do,
I tell myself you love me,
But you hurt me all the same,
I feel like if I lose you, I'll lose everything,
But how can that be true?,
I wish things were different,
But wishes don't come true,
But even though I'm undecided,
I know one thing for sure,
And that is, I love you.
