Not really a proper poem but you know...just writing down ma feelings ;) lol
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The instant change between pain and laughter,
For a moment your there,
But your back to her after,
The tears stain my face,
I try to hold back,
Until I can't take it anymore,
I wish I could hate you,
Yet I love to love you,
Even as the hole in my heart grows bigger,
My feelings for you will never differ,
And I know you want her far too much,
But I can't bring myself to let go,
So know that I'll always love you,
And I'll always be there,
No matter who you choose,
It's still going to hurt,
It already does.
