Dear Sky

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dear sky

you know i wish i was more prettier and more socializing. i'm not like those girls who can just pull off everything and i wish i could

i don't have that perfect smile nor a laugh that would be considered cute. i don''t have eyes that are worth staring at. i don't have beautiful hands. my lips aren't that great. my personality isn't good either. i judge to easily even though i know i shouldn't but it's a bad habit of mine. i'm trying my best to look at the good in people. 

you know i always see quotes saying "there is a guy out there who is crazy for you." but in my case that's not the case. i'm hundred percent sure there is no guy out there who thinks i'm beautiful or breathtaking or that my smile is beautiful. i'm just there you know.

i'm not like you. you wouldn't know how i feel. everyone thinks you're beautiful. gorgeous even. but me compared to you i'm nothing. i'm not beautiful.

i wish i was.

i'm not the kind of person who people would come running to for advice. i'm not the kind of person who people would depend on because you know there are better people out there for that kind of stuff. 

signed scarlet