Dear journal

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Dear journal,
Today was emotional.
1. My birth mom came home and acted like she didn't abounded me, she said she will be around more, that's the least I want from her, she left me on the streets of New York during WINTER when I was 5, the government found me and made me like their toy, they tested me that way too, and now I have to keep their stupid secret!
2. Before my mom came to me, Zander showed me his room and he showed me pictures of his parents that were killed by the police in a house shooting, but that's not the worse part! It was the fuc*ing police not the shooter, and he started crying when he found a note from his dad that he placed in a frame for Zander to find, there was the letter that said "your on your own now, we believe in you son, please take care of Allie for us, we love you so much, try to stay strong" he started sobbing, I asked him what's wrong and I started to cry as well, he told me "Allie is missing , she was my little 5 year old sister and I fucking lost her!!!!, I need her!!!" I hugged him while sobbing,"we can" I said  I spent the night in his room crying and hugging nonstop, I truly believe that willl find Allie one way or an other, SHE IS NOT DEAD, she would be 7 by now, scared out of her mind, but I would be too, the next morning I woke up to him smiling at me, I asked why is he smiling he said "your my sunshine and you help me smile Zai" I said "well you my moon and I have to go, see you later!!!!!-Zai