Dear journal

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Dear journal, so he and I went out to the town to seem like a couple, who would even believe that we were together, he's cute and I'm different, I starting to have mood swings which I hate btw, I starting to feel feelings, which is not okay, I did not agree to that, fricken hate the government now, I'm not a pet, I'm bigger then a pet, anyways Zander convince me to dye my hair dark brown and then have grey tips, I said no, he and I walked to the beach then home the suited men asked me how I was I rolled my eyes and kept walking to my room and stayed there since I didn't want to come out, Zander walked in my room and asked me what's wrong because my makeup was running down my face, I told him everything and he hugged me and then we fell asleep hugging each other, nothing happened, he hugged me asleep and I woke up in his arms and I realized, he isn't to bad to be with and I'm now making him breakfast in bed, I think I'm in love with him, and i think he loves me but im not for sure about it, i hope he does, i have a love/hate relation ship with my feelings -zai