fifteen letters [kth ff.]

l e t t e r s i x

january 20, 20178

dear kim taehyung,

i really hate not having an eraser. yes, i can go buy a new one, but the last one i had was so good! no matter how hard i wrote, it would erase so perfectly and it would vanish like it wasn't there in the first place. but one of my idiotic table partners stole it and blackmailed me saying that he would snitch on me for writing these letters to you if he didn't get to keep the damn eraser. so now here i am, making so much mistakes because i don't know how to language. so just know that i meant 2018.

any who, life's been tough. you know, stress of school, pressure on making parents/people satisfied, that kind of crap.sucks, but that's life. so why is my life tough you ask? well maybe you're not asking that, you just want me to shut up, so if you don't wanna know why it sucks, skip the third paragraph. and if you do, don't worry. i'm okay.

i've been feeling jealous lately. former friends being perfect human beings, other popular girls who are pretty, other classmates having a talent, and then there's me writing letters to an idol who doesn't know i exist, or who doesn't even know im writing letters to him. i just feel discouraged, that i don't even know my mom's language. i know my dad's, but not my mom's. she's pretty mad too. probably jealous like me. but anyways, i don't wanna go too deep so i'll end it there. like i said in paragraph two, don't worry. i'm okay.