It's my escape. But what's the use if it does nothing but hurt me. I quit because i'm tired of being dependant and it's not your fault. There is nothing left for my to fall back on except you. So where are you now? I'm always finding reasons to stop, but end up just finding more reasons to keep going. And eventually I find myself in the same spot I was before. What now? I do nothing except look forward to the next time I see you, but I also can't help but try to avoid you at the same time.
This isn't about you.
This is about me.
