You know that feeling? When your just waiting, waiting to get home, into your room, close the door and fall on the bed and just let out everything you kept out all day. the feeling of both relief and despertation.
Nothing is wrong.
But nothng is right either.
And your tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. Tired of hacing to fix everythng and everyone else, And just want someone to be there holding you telling you its gonna be okay. But no - one is there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself because you know one can fix you but yourself. No-one knows you like you know yourself. And for once you just want it to be easy, To be simple, to be helped, to be loved.
But you know you wont be. But your still wishing. But your still hoping. And your still staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes.
Your a fighter, so stay strong and believe in yourself.
