Fuuuuuuuck
I'm being a moody teenager again
Fucking criiiiiiiiiiinge
But no yeah
I've been sleeping for at least 1-2 hours each night and I am not able to focus on anything
I haven't been able to do my homework without staying up till 4-6 am
I also cried at school because reasons which I will not tell anyone
It's for stupid reasons anyways
Part of the reason was because I had to present a speech about values and I had an anxiety attack
I didn't finish the speech completely, but I mean whatever
If I get a bad grade then fuck it, life's already crumbling
I'll just fix it with glue or something
But in all honesty
Today is my dad's and cousin's birthday but I stayed home because I knew I was going to have a breakdown if I went anywhere with them
I feel very bad about it, my siblings are probably gonna give me shit about not going with them and celebrating his birthday as a family
But I mean meh
Anyways
I kinda want to do commissions but I'm not sure because of school
Probably won't happen though
I'm also planning on revamping Anthesis
It might take me awhile to actually get the finish result out, but I'll get through it
Well I'll leave you all alone now
Bye
💛💛
