I only hurt you because it hurts me. I'm fascinated with the idea of inflicting harm upon myself. I enjoy it in some sad way. I've fallen in love with pain. It's an obsession. I'm addicted. Darling, I'm fucked and you're helping me pave my path to hell. You're the red carpet, the welcome mat on the doorstep. The valet at the entrance, the butler in the lobby. 'Good morning, we hope you enjoy your stay. You'll be burning here for all of eternity.'
Darling, I'm fucked.
