The me that you don't see

Chapter 12

Chapter 12

Morgan's pov

I tried to have fun at the movies, but I kept feeling like someone was watching me.

When I got home I locked myself in my room.

I just didn't feel safe anymore.

I started to feel like I couldn't trust those around me again.

What was wrong with me?

I have changed so much on the outside, but on the inside I was still myself.

I was still that scared little girl.

I hated being like this.

I was allowing that monster to have power over me.

He's not here he can't hurt me anymore.

I just want to be happy.

I want to feel stronger.

I don't want to run, and hide every time I get scared.

This is not living.

He has taken so much from me.

I came here to have a future.

Now my fear is preventing that.

Maybe I should talk to someone.

I can't hold all this pain in any longer.

It's killing me.

Every where I go I look over my shoulder.

I started having the nightmares again.

When will all this stop?

Why can't I just be normal for once?

I wonder if it'll ever get better.

I feel guilty for my mother's death.

Maybe it's the guilt that's not letting me move on.

I should tell someone what really happened.

I know I can never go back home.

So I needed to tell someone I knew u could trust.

Right now I just don't know who that is.

I'm starting to feel alone all over again.

Maybe it's time for me to leave.

I just can't stay here.

It no longer feels like home.

I don't know what's going on.

I just know I feel like I'm being watched all the time.

I think I should pick the next place I go.

I have money, and a car now.

I could go anywhere.

Tomorrow when everyone was in class I would leave.

It's better this way.