Saving Justin (BoyxBoy)

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Hi guys! This is my first story ever, so sorry if its not the best. This chapter is the intro, which is why its super short. This is also dedicated to @kidrauhlsninjas, who inspired me to start a wattpad acc in the first place! Theres not enough jastin in this world (:. Enjoy!

Justin’s POV

 

 

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     The blood dripped down from my injured wrist as I harshly cut into the delicate skin, thinking of all the mean slurs thrown at me today.

“You’re such a fag Justin!”

“Go kill yourself, no one would care.”

“You’re so ugly, maybe that’s why your dad left.”

“Damn, have you gained weight?”

 

    I let out a choked sob, thinking about my sad pathetic life. I hate myself, I really do. The thing that gets to me isn’t all the rude comments I receive daily, it’s that their right. I am a fag, I am ugly, I am fat, and it’s my fault that my dad left. If I killed myself, maybe my mom wouldn’t have to work as many jobs, one less mouth to feed. My older brother, well obviously, I’m just his annoying little brother, he’d get over it. My dad would throw a party if I died, he hates my guts. I guess you could say I’ve lost all hope. I don’t know what to do anymore, all the light in my life is slowly going away, and I don’t know how to get it back. I wish I could go back to that happy, energetic, full of life kid I was but I don’t know how. I don’t think its possible anymore. I just need someone to love me…to save me.

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