"Im Okay"

Chapter 4

Why can't I shut away this hell hound I call reality and and just sink Into my music why is it every time I'm having good day reality comes knocking at my door and destroys it why do you do that every time I just hide in the shadows but you have to point me out make me noticeable so I can be pushed around and judged I get it I'm different but does everyone need to know that why can't I just fade away know one notices me any other time why must you do this to me now why because I'm not good enough because I wear band merch and vans and the color black well sorry society for wanting to be me and not be everyone else sorry I came from a shit family full of drunks who abuse me then can't remember my name sorry for that it's not my fault I didn't chose this life remember you did god why why did you do this to me why did you hurt me so deeply why didn't you just let me have a glimpse of happiness I had it once but you destroyed it and that will be something I will never forgive you for I lost something that can't be replaced..I lost a life..a special life.......