a letter: LDR to remember

poetry

he always give me notes, letters and poetry... at eto nga un.

baby natatandaan mo pa ba tong mga tula na toh?

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No matter how many times that I rewind

The good and bad memories in my mind

Can’t seem to get used to this “new” me

Full of hurt, some regret, reality.

Felt it was coming just didn’t know when

The way I feel, can no longer pretend

For there’s more to the story, than what’s being told

The “he said, she said”, it’s getting old

Time for a change, I’m tired of trying

Can only do so much, did too much crying

In the midst of my confusion, this much I know

I long to hear someone say, “I don’t want you to go”

Love me for what I am

And not pretend to be

The perfect man who never can

Makes mistakes so easily

And if deep inside you believe

You’ve found your destiny

There’s someone out there who’ll love me

For simply being me…

Every song written, every poem

Has done nothing, but prove me wrong

I should’ve saved a little, for myself

Now my chance sits alone, on my dusty shelf

Like all the other failures, in my life

I have to move forward and take long strides

In a direction, on my own

It really sucks to be alone

Me and my four walls, I can find

A sense of freedom, no sense of time

The clock stopped the day you left me

I guess all I really need, is a new battery

To recharge my life, I know I can

I may be broken but I’m just a man

Who did his best, but was not given a glance

To see he was sincere, maybe this time, just once…

You?!? By me

Why do I always hear “I miss you?”

Why do I always say, “I love you?”

When will I hear you say the word?

Please, would you tell me Lord?

The thing I have said is not what it means

I am asking nothing for return

I’m just thinking about the ‘nakakakilig’ scenes

To forget the memories of vivid thorns

Even you know how much I loved you

I can feel you don’t appreciate my love for you

It’s ok for me to hear “I miss you”

To let me know that I’m remembered by you.

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(Etong poem na ‘to eh binigay mo sa akin nung bday mo)

I whisper my promise, in you ear

Won’t break your heart, never fear

I’ll be with you, until the end

Like your shadow, I’ll be your best friend

I’d give you my heart; I’d give you my soul

If you give me the chance, then you would know

How much I love you, more than yesterday

Feel my love; don’t just hear what I say

I miss you more, to just hear your voice

But that’s all we’ve got we have no choice

If I could have, just one dream comes true

I’d dream a dream, that I could make it with you.