My Brothers Best Friend (Kade Speiser)

Yearning

Elizabeth's POV

My heart is yearning for the one I know I can't have, all these feelings make me go crazy. I'm currently lying here next to the one I feel so deeply about. How did it take me this long to figure it out? I ache for him even more than before and it's only been one night since my realization I want to cuddle in closer and feel his hot breath on my neck as he wraps his arms around me making me feel safer than ever before but these thoughts make me back away further from the man i want. He's my friend and nothing more if he liked me we wouldn't be here right now this far apart. Sure things have happened before that I deeply regret but that was the past, the stupid past. I moved so far away from him that I was almost falling off the bed the instant feeling of disconnection hit me and I knew I was distancing myself it was for the better. I looked at Kade his back facing me and my eyes trying to focus on his skin but the darkness left me blind. I couldn't do this to myself so I slowly left the bed and put on my robe slowly walking out my door leaving to collect my thoughts. I sat on the trampoline and watched the sunrise from the window Kade and Jake will be up soon for their trip and I'll be there to send them off. I made breakfast for them and looked at the clock 5:30 I better wake them up I opened Jakes door and he was in his bathroom so I left at least he's up, then I went to mine and saw that Kade was still sleeping soundly in my bed he must've forgot to turn his alarm on I got on my knees so I was face to face with him and shook him awake
"Kade" I whispered and he turned ever so slightly
"It's time to get up"
"Come on" I said a bit louder and his eyes fluttered I pushed back his hair from his face and his eyes opened I smiled his eyes never looked quite as nice
"It's time to go" I silently said and he groaned making my heart lurch
"Kade come on" I pouted and he reached out his hand I took ahold of it and stood up trying to pull him up but he had the opposite idea and pulled me to him making me fall over his body. I straightened out and was beside him he flipped himself over and wrapped himself around me pulling me close what before may have made my heart skip a beat made mine skip two I could practically hear it
"Just a little longer" he said in his morning voice that made me want him to talk forever while I melt in his strong arms
"You'll be late" I said and pulled away missing his warm skin. I sat up slowly and walked towards the door
"Breakfast is ready" I told him before walking out and exhaling deeply.
I saw Jake leave his room as I did and we walked downstairs together
"I made breakfast" I said and he pulled out his vlog camera for a time lapse
"Thanks" he said
"No problem" I smiled and we started to eat
"There you are" Jake laughed and I saw a groggy Kade walk towards us his hair was still a mess and he looked like a god in my eyes I feel like I've never seen him before what is wrong with me at least he's leaving that'll give me time to think.
"Morning El" he smiled at me
"Morning" I said back and he went to sit by me almost immediately I bolted up and the boys gave me weird looks
"I'm full" I said and looked at my barely touched plate. I wrapped it up and put it in the fridge mentally slapping myself. Are you scared of him?  I thought because that's what it looked like. They finished their food and placed it in the sink and I watched as Jake ordered an Uber they grabbed their things together for an easy transfer and waited
"They're here" Jake said after waiting for 15 minutes
"Bye" I said and Jake came to hug me I hugged back and Kade walked over and held me tight in a strong hug I closed my eyes and held him back
"I don't want to go" he whispered in my ear and he let go from the hug a tear fell from my eye for literally no reason at all he is only gone for like two days why am I acting like he's going to war? He's gone before for a hell of a lot longer
"Bye" I smiled at them but Kade's eyes didn't leave mine he felt bad I could tell by his expressions so I tried to smile more I wiped away my eyes and followed them out waving as they drove away.

Kade's POV

"Why was she crying I mean we've been gone before and she's never done that?" Jake asked me
"I'm not sure but she was acting pretty weird this morning she didn't even eat her breakfast" I said confused
"what do you mean she was acting weird?" Jake asked
"Well when we were supposed to be sleeping I felt her move away from me and she didn't really sleep i think it's my fault maybe ive been too close for her comfort maybe this trip is a good thing then" I told him
"Maybe but at the same time I've never seen a more intimate hug it was disturbing she was holding you and you were holding her she was crying like geez get a room" Jake joked
"I don't know man you should start your time lapse now though" I told him to get off topic and we left it at that.