"Tears symbolises different emotions, maybe real happiness, sadness, and the worst is PAIN and SORROW"
~Nameless
Heaven's Thirst
Two days before Heaven's Birthday
"Please stop it.. I'm begging you... please.. don't do this...please.." I begged between my sobs.
Damn. He's heartless.. he is a monster.. and he is a real manipulator beast in this game..
Then the fire getting bigger.. and stronger...
And it kills me..
The same feeling envelopes my soul..
The feeling when I am losing my angel...
Damn.. it hurts the hell out of me..
Hell.. please help me..
"Why Heaven? Can't you stand it? Why should I stop it? Tell me." He indulged me using his cold and evil voice.
"b-because.. it's not right.. please.. stop it.. you'll going to hurt me..yourself...and us.. please.. stop it.." I begged still crying.
"Do you think I'm not hurt right now huh Caelo? I am damn hurt.. I am still in this deep pain.. now tell me. Why should I stop fighting to have you?!" Angelo Worlf said with so much pain in it.
DAMN! This is my fault... this is my damn fault... kung hindi ko lang pinilit si papa noon na isama ako sa Palasyo ng mga Seth.. kung hindi ko lang sya pinakitaan ng kabutihan.. kung hindi ko lang sana ginustong tulungan si Hell para mapadali ang lahat para sa amin.. para siya ang maging Seth .. edi sana... sana.. okay ang lahat..
Sana hindi ganito ang kinalabasan..
Sana hindi ko sya nasaktan..
"What do you want me to do to forgive me... to come back to us.. your brother needs you.. the vampire society needs their Worlf.. we need you Gelo.." I asked while crying still.
Silence..
Then..
"I have a proposal for you Seth Mistress Caelo.." sabi niya habang seryosong nakatingin sa akin.. like he is saying that it is the only way to fix everything.. and I have this feeling that it is not good for me..
"W-what is it?"- I asked.
He smiled triumph.
The last thing I knew ...
I'm going to be left with nothing... but pain of sorrow.
R.I.P. Heaven Heltom Gilberts..
