I Don't Love Him | hoseok

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"Jimin, hey!" I said, answering the phone.

"Are we still good for today?"

I confirmed our plans to walk by the Han river and order some food there along the way, and suddenly I had to get ready.

I was excited, but not to the point that a lot of people said so. It wasn't that big of a deal to me. We made plans, and I felt comfortable with the idea to be with someone for a few hours.

Was I not supposed to feel casual about a date?

Was I not supposed to care too much?

While humming a song, strangely, Hoseok appeared in my thoughts, and only them did I get nervous.

I don't love him though.

If I did, why would I be going on dates with other people?