She answered me.
"Hector. Please stop. I loved you but we're not destined to last. Let's just not hurt together, yeah? Goodbye Hector. Please don't send voicemails again. It'll help you, I promise."
After hearing that, I suddenly thought that it is better if she haven't answered me.
No. It won't help me, Ellie. It'll worsen me.
I feel empty, worthless, numb. Like I drank a liter of anesthesia.
Without her, my world is chaos.
And a question plays into my mind right now.
"What life means without Ellie?"
Tears escaped my eyes as I made my way to the kitchen.
" I guess this it now. I know that is wrong my I can't bear it anymore, Ellie. Good bye Ellie. I'll be your guardian angel. I promise that I will be by your side always. I love you."
I pressed send one last time.
I closed my eyes as I pull the knife closer to my belly.
And everything disappeared.
