"Please answer my voicemails Ellie, please i'm begging you. Or,-"
I stopped because of the hiccups i got from sobbing.
"Or just replace the voice of this lady saying 'sorry, the subscriber is not available right now, please leave the message after the beep.' I think this voice machine have this certain setting right? C'mon I don't have your number and this machine is what keeps us connected. You gave this last Christmas because you said phone calls are too mainstream."
I chuckled by the thought of that. We were so happy back then, contented.
"I miss you so much. I need you."
I wiped my cheeks after the machine said 'sent'. My heart is aching so much that I can't breathe.