Have you had someone you love, fall apart themselves?
You thought the pain was over, but it just strikes back in a different way?
And you know, despite your best efforts, nothing's helping.
You're just there to see them shatter before you.
And it hurts
It hurts more than any blade
More than any death
more than your own depression...
And as I type I realize...
I did that to you.
I should've realized what effects I'd put on people when I posted this book.
I didn't see what I would do. How much I'd hurt you in the end. more than my own pain...
I want to say I'm sorry.
I'm better myself.
Just hurting cause someone close, is suffering
And I can't do a thing.
