yo. not really on much anymore.
Life is problematic. At least I got a relation ship. It's smooth, but stress for summer school and stress for Driver's Ed and the stress of him in another city, and all the sudden events and misfortune is starting to drive me insane. I'm finally caving. Talking to myself, splitting my mind to separate entities to avoid it myself, losing faith. It will pass, but the issue is when? I AM a lot better, don't get me wrong, I'm not depressed anymore. But how much can I take? Paranoia and anxiety and stress is now overwhelming. Panic Attacks are frequent. When will I get a break?!
