Willow's POV...
"No mom I don't want to talk to him!"
"Well why not?!" my mom challenged.
"Because! He was my best friend and my first crush! And he promised me he wouldn't forget me when he became famous! He did forget me! He deleted me from his life! unfollowed me on twitter and Facebook and got a new number and didn't tell me!" I practically yelled into the phone. "Mom he was the reason people bullied me for "lying" about knowing the famous Niall Horan! He was the reason I have panic attacks! The reason that..." by then I was breaking down in tears remembering that horrible night
FLASHBACK:
I had been trying to talk to Niall for weeks, it was the day he unfollowed me from twitter, basically cutting me out of his life. I was 18 finally able to drink so that's what I did. I went to a bar and drank... a lot I was so wasted by the end of the night. Because of that, I was taken advantage of, by my freshman year boyfriend. All I remember of him raping me is him constantly saying "I'm better than Niall why do you love him I'm better" over and over again. I gave birth to a baby girl and gave her up for adoption. I babysit her sometimes but she will never know the truth.
END OF FLASHBACK...
"Oh baby, no don't cry I'm so sorry I shouldn't have pushed you, just, know it might make you feel better to fix things with him"my mom reasoned
"Ok thanks mom I'll talk to you later" I croaked wiping away tears.
"Of course darling, I'll talk to you soon." Then she hung up
I can't believe I'm crying over him, after that night, I promised myself I would never cry over him again. I looked at the locket he gave me when we were seven, he had this tiny key that unlocked it. Something triggered inside of me after looking at that necklace, I realized I had to end this, I needed closure.
I called up my best friend, and one direction obsessor, with adrenalin spilling through my vanes.
"Lauren, I changed my mind, I'll come to the concert."
I
Had
A
Plan
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Only Once
FanfictionDance has always been my life. I have danced on Broadway, and am apart of a fabulous dance company. But something has always been missing, my best friend. I lost him.
