Not Creepy, Just.. Different

My best friend, but not till the end

A/N: Im having a really shitty day. So I felt like writing a chapter. This book is basically my collection of thoughts. This is for my best friend, who slowly drifts away.

The roses are dead...

The violets show dread...

You pushed me to my heart's rift..

I cant take how much we drift.

I still wish you'd care for me back.

That you get the same heart attack

It doesnt matter what I do,

Its only when im around you.

It strikes me like a punch to the chest,

Never giving me a moments rest.

Its never ending, the heart ache

The longer I stay, the worse the break.

Seeing you with them, not me.

My pain crushes me like a thousand seas.

So im saying this as a goodbye.

Im so sick of the tears I cry.

Im sick of these tears on my face

So ill dissapear without a trace,

I only hope we'll stay together,

But you never said that we'd last forever

But that doesnt mean Ill lose you as a friend.

Youll always be in my heart, until the end.

I know youll never say the same,

And you probably think lifes a game.

But for some, like me, its a personal hell.

Youre still in the light you havent fell.

I sink slowly, deeper and deeper.

Into the waiting arms of the reaper.