Now....
I should be happy now.
I have true friends that care for me and are always besides me
But my past always seems to sneak up on me
it's always tapping on my shoulder and whispering me "It's all a lie."
A lie?
A lie?
I try to ignore it, but still it never goes away.
My past isnt the only problem,
but the voice inside my head.
Whenever I look into the mirror now
I smile and feel happy - I think I actulally look decent
But then the voice erupts inside my head
and say the things I truely dread,
"Your not pretty"
"Why are you still trying?"
"Your better off dead than alive."
Was I crazy if these things appeared inside of my head?
The voice - is it mine or someones else's?
I just don't know what to do anymore
YOU ARE READING
My story written out in poetry.
PoetryThis is my story for the past 5 years. It's written out in words, and is given to you. But don't worry about me and don't over exxagerate by what you read, because once you get to the last poem you'll realize that this is a bump in my life that I wi...
