𝙼𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 - 𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚋𝚢

(4)

I woke up and looked over to my side and not seeing Sam there I started to panic a little then I saw him walk in the door and I sighed in relief that he was still here.
He was holding a mug probably full of coffee and walking over to his bed ignoring me  maybe he got out in the middle of the night? Or something

"Sam?" I asked
No response
"Sam?" I asked again
He glared at me
I shut my mouth and turned over what did I do wrong..I didn't hurt him did I? Maybe I said something in my sleep

Sam has never been mad at me before I got up quickly and went off into the bathroom locking myself in  and looked at my phone shit I needed to get ready but I can't go back out there to face Sam my heart will brake I heard the door close
Maybe I don't have too..he left without me to go to school Sam by best friend left without me
I sigh and walk out the door

What dose this mean dose he hate me was it because I hugged him yesterday was I being to gay or something he hates me that's the only reason he hates me he hates me I fucked up
I always fuck up I need to stop ducking up my relationships
Sam was only one who I can trust I can't even trust myself anymore now he hates me ands gone

I walked in the school and saw same with his two new friends I went over to them and Sam acted like I was invisible and I knew it wasn't going to work so I just went into my first class and sat in my desk the teacher gave a look cause I was alone and not with Sam

Sam came in with his friends and didn't sit next to me instead say somewhere else far away from me I sat Alone
I hate this I hate it I let him slip away and so easy I didn't even fight to try and stop it
Fuck
I love him I do with my heart and I can't be mad at him even if I try I can't be mad at him cause my heart is braking and I can't stop it he's in my head and I can't get him out
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The bell rang and I walked out of class all I did was think about Sam the whole time same thing in my second class too

I sat at lunch alone cause I didn't have anyone else but Sam. I looked at same every second I couldn't believe he's like gone he hates me I know it I just want to tell him I'm sorry for why I did

Maybe I'm oblivious to it and it happened last night and I'm just to dumb to realize what it was
I like looked over to him his face smiling we had a long talk yesterday of how I was his best friend and he hates me now what did I do!
I can't I can't live without him

I run over to Sam
"Sam please what did I do!?" I yelled trying not to cry
"Colby..I-I-" he said unable to speak
"Colby..go away I can't H-have you here I just can't please go" he said pushing me way scared

I ran out of the school I don't understand
(A/N oops.. Short but worth it )