Alone

Littel girl

I need help
Like a serious one

I look fine and I fell fine
But there's one problem

I fell empty and sometimes It hurts so much that I want to break down
and I don't now why

I love my life
But there is a little girl inside me that don't like it
She says to me how much I hurt others
How selfish I am
That I don't care
That I'm rude

And that little girl how is inside me.
That girl wants the life she dreamed about

That life she planned with her bffs
When she was 5

But life never goes how you planned
Doesn't it?

And how do you tell that to a 7 years old girl?
It's impossible you know it
See I need to live with her everyday

I need to listen when she tells me how pathetic I am
How useless I am
How I should just die
And every time I make mistake I hear her voice

She fights which me
The real me
And you know what?

That little girl is winning